I deserve to die (Scolerskimbal)
I see it is dark there, but I can't see how dark it goes,
And there can be something, but is it something of my own,
I am ruled between two lines, lines that bar faces out,
There's noone about here, infinite nothingness too count.
Its not any fault of mine,
I don't deserve my life,
I deserve to.
My belly is bloated, it might rupture and pour out,
No need to worry, Jesus can just stitch it up,
The first wall we faced was a fear, the second tore but then it healed,
So I hang off of these strings, until I see that their not real.
What is left to sacrifice,
I've lost it all to stop being blind,
I deserve to.
The end it is coming, it came since I was cursed to think,
And I can't be clever, and I will never mean a thing
See that I'm worthless, Your life's worth much the same as mine,
I'm hallucinating, no I can really see through time.
I tried to learn to love my life,
But I saw through all of it's lies,
And I deserve to die,
I deserve to die.
And I deserve to die,
I deserve to die.
And I deserve to die,
I deserve to die.